Made of Honor

Hey all!

So I went to see Made of Honor with my friend Nuala. I think I was definitely feeling emotional because I was crying like through the whole movie!! Laughing in parts, but crying a lot too. I was thinking, what's wrong with me!! I am definitely my Mother's daughter - I think we challenge each other to see which movie we can watch to cry at. I think we may actually ENJOY the crying! :) Anyone else out there like that?

Being so far along in my pregnancy I think a little fear is settling in...maybe that was a bit to blame for the crying. Also too, it's a pretty romantic movie...it made me think of how far Josh and I have come - I finally realized he was the one for me, like Patrick Dempsey's character - after knowing each other for 6 years!! He was always there for me and I figured it out - that is what I want! I am just sooo happy that I realized and we are starting a new life and a little family now!

I know this whole blog today is a little jumbled, but another thing. I so hoped Josh would be home yesterday when I got home from the movie...he said he might be...I got my hopes up and knew that when the door was locked he wasn't. I was sad! Tears came to my eyes...I just wanted him to be there. I called him with tears streaming and he said I can't come right now...I'm in the middle of something at work. I realized how selfish it was for me to want him to come home in the middle of the work day. But, nonetheless I let him know I wanted him here. Less than an hour went by and he was home! :) Oh my goodness...I just really just, really just wanted him to be there...weird...but when he was here I was instantly in a better mood.

He blamed the crappy movie. :)